sheila
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- Created by: sanihussain
- Created on: 06-09-16 23:22
sheila
- It feels like everyone who ever made the mistake of touching eva smith was there this night.
- When i heard about eva and my part in the role, i thought i killed eva smith but then i realised we all did!
- We all played a part in this.
- Like it was a game. Not realising that this game we were all playing is reality. Eva’s reality.
- The choices we made ruined her. Gave over.
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sheila
- Now I'm not sure what happened.
- Our family has a gift for self preservation.
- But theres a point when you go from survivor to predator and i guess thats what happened to us.
- Our fingerprints don't fade from the lives we touch.
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sheila
- We cant just ignore what happened after we realised the inspector was just a hoax.
- That doesn't change things.
- the inspector was fake but our actions weren't. Eva wasn't. Even knowing that the inspector is fake still makes me bottled up with guilt.
- Unlike my father who is practically celebrating the death of this girl
- i know what i did was wrong. Nothing is going to change that.
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sheila
- Yes, i know i was wrong to misuse my power against someone of the lower-class.
- But I was overthrown with envy and took advantage of her vulnerable state.
- i wasn't thinking straight.
- i felt like the only way of overcoming my sadness was by putting her in misery.
- Although it made me feel better at the time it was stupid and i hate myself for it.
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sheila
- After being confronted by the inspector i came to realisation. i realised that what i did... i mean what we did was completely irrational and disgusting.
- Earlier on before i faced the inspector
- i never once considered the lives of those of the lower class.
- i never once tried to understand the struggles that people go through. i was blind.
- Leading up to leaving, the inspector gave us a speech worth remembering. It left us ALL speechless.
- He warned us, stating that if we didn't change our ways everything would end in "blood fire and anguish:
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sheila
- After being confronted by the inspector i came to realisation. i realised that what i did... i mean what we did was completely irrational and disgusting.
- Earlier on before i faced the inspector i never once considered the lives of those of the lower class.
- i never once tried to understand the struggles that people go through. i was blind.
- Leading up to leaving, the inspector gave us a speech worth remembering. It left us ALL speechless. He warned us, stating that if we didn't change our ways everything would end in "blood fire and anguish:
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sheila
I wanted eva fired because when i went to millwards to get a dress.
i found one i really liked yet when eva tried it on she looked a lot better.
my self esteem dropped and jealousy took over me.
i didn't know what to do, i was just angry.
i went to the manager and demanded for have her fired.
after that i didn't really think much of it until now.
now I've realised that by getting her fired i just fed the fire my father created. and now because of all of us adding to the fire, she's gone.
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sheila
- Unlike me and Eric
- our parents have had a difficult time accepting and acknowledging the fact that we all were part of this disaster
- i feel like this is because of the differences between our generation
- and that we have different understandings and responsibilities.
- Our parents only care about their reputation and not about whats right.
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sheila
- Admitting to the inspector about what i have done
- made me feel like the weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
- i felt disgusting for what I had done
- and the fact that i added to the death of this girl
- still makes me sick to my stomach.
- I'm truly sorry for my actions
- but sometimes sorry isn't enough.
- like now.
- sorry really isn't enough.
- It wont bring her back. We killed her.
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