Aspiration to be older apparant, discussion of football between older boys as if wiser, dismissive of younger boy.
Age seen as advantage, naively superior feelings of older boys, shared smile hints close friendship, intimacy craved by younger brother but shunned because of distance between brothers.
Childhood feeling of superiority later regretted. 'Looking back' both literally on younger brother to check his progress, and metaphorically through time.
Friendship important but final image suggests the loss speaker feels at not being close to brother. Double meanings - 'I ran on, unable to close the distance I'd set in motion', younger boy miss bus, separated from brother he wants to be like and with. Older brother relieved not to be saddled anymore, but looking back in age and time, separation is cause for sadness.
Inevibility of boy's distant relationship, in poem physically separated, in life, metaphorically separated by time. As he ages, friendship with contemporaries supercedes relationship with younger sibling.
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